collection of Tryptamine trip reports.
Copyright © 2006
C. Bode
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A dream prayer poem.
Upon The Path
As I enter unto my closet to meditate and pray. I pray to God in Heaven above to guide my way. Oh Lord, please, send Your angels to guide me on my journey. Please, send unto me the visions that I seek. From You angels and Holy Spirit the messages come unto me. Visions of eternity appear before me. The gifts of guidance from Thee.
May Your Holy Spirit confirm upon me the meaning of the visions and dreams. These things that are gifts from Thee. The gifts of eternity. The way is clear before me. The road that I take I shall not forsake.
Please Lord God, send Your angels to guide my way. Guide my steps upon the path. May I be able to help other upon the path. Shall I help other on the path, so that through me some of Your works may be done. Upon the path.
Amen.
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Haymaker Dreams
There are fungi that grows upon the hay. They grows in a land not so far away. When it rains in the spring and summer, I see them there growing in the hay. The blades of grass turn blond like sand.. I see them there in the fields before they turn from green to blond.
There I see those fungi that grows among the blades. As the blades of grass reach for the sky, I see them hiding among them. They have rings of reddish brown upon their crowns. They hide upon the ground. I see them all around. The fungi of the hay.
A hand full or two to go into my tea. In there they go with herb of passion and the spices of remembrance. Such that, I can come to see these things that are past tense, and those things that are now in the river of time, Also those things that are yet to be within the sea of eternity. As I drink mine tea down, I think; "What visions shall there be."
Enter unto the closet to pray. As I enter into there, I prepare to dream. I pray that each and every day; "Oh, Lord God, please, send your angels and Holy Spirit unto me. Send them to guide me each and every day as I go on my way. Each and every day for eternity to come. May Your will be done. Lord God, please, guide me away from inequity. Amen."
In the closet the angels bring me the visions. Like dreams that come out of the darkness. Dreams that become the light. Dreams that shall guide me in the night. Guide me into the days to come.
I see vision of maidens with long dark hair. There is a mountain, but I knew not where. They are native maidens of the mountains. One of the mountains has a snow caped peak. It is a volcano that is asleep. There are flowers in the fields. There are trees in the mountains.
It is there that I see the maidens with their dark brown to black hair. They walk upon a path of earth. The ground is reddish brown. They walk near the fields of flowers. Flowers of yellow, red and white in fields of green. There walk the tan skinned maidens that I seen.
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Mushroom Soup: The Haymaker Dream Notes.
The above poem was based upon this report.
Once upon a time, many, many moons ago, Jimmy found himself in a hole in a desert. He was at a way station in life, and he felt that he was in need of guidance. Thus, the ritual vision quest began. Though in a desert, he still was able to find the fleshy sacrament in the fields. The haymaker fungi. After collecting a couple hands full of the fungus. He took off to his domicile. There he prepared himself some soup. He started with some broth made from two cups of the herb of the passion flower and one hand full of ground Italian seasoning. After the mix steeped many hours, he added the mushrooms and a pack of noodles to the soup. A pinch of salt and cayenne was also added for taste. After about an hour of cooking, the soup was done.
It was now getting dark outside. He decided that the time was now right for the vision quest to commence. The soup tasted quite nice. After he finished the soup, 45 minutes passed before the glazed over dreaminess began. At that point there was still too much light around to bring out the visions to his liking. He then went into a walk in closet, and turned out the light. He then sat down and prayed for guidance. After that the visions became vivid and strong.
A vision of a women with long dark brown wavy hair and tan skin come before him. Then a vision of himself making love with the same women. Then a vision of ships in a harbor. There was sea weed on rocks near the shore. The ships are old sailing vessels. In the distance there were some tall mountains with snow topped peaks. Some sort of symbolic journey he thought. The visions than shifted again.
This time he saw a vision of an Amerindian maiden in a poncho. She was near an open market place. He smelled incense in the air. He noticed some green roofed houses near by. When he took a second look at the houses, he realized that there was grass on top of the roofs, and that is what made the roofs look green. Then a vision of a plane, a ship and a land far away. Then anther thought popped into his mind at that point. Something about a colony of extraterrestrials near by the town in the vision, but that seemed so strange. It did not seem to match the overall theme.
Then again a shift in the vision did come to him. This time he was taken to a field/meadow. There are many beautiful flowers in the meadow. The place is in the mountains. He saw a vision of some women. They were Amerindian. A lady and a young girl of the mountains. He got the impression that the girl was the daughter of the lady. He then saw them walk up a dirt road that lead up into the mountains. They are as beautiful as the flowers of the fields.
The visions then faded, and the darkness of the night returned. He found himself back in the hole in a desert. However, he then knew what he had to do. Find his way to a land of mountains. A land where the indigenous native make their home. The red mountains 500 miles to the east had called his name.
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Haymaker Mushroom Tea: A Short Shroom-huasca Story.
Five days later Jimmy decided to make a cup of herb tea. He had been letting a cup of passion flower herb brew in a pint of water for most of the day. The liquid had became dark black in color. As dark as a cup of coffee. It now came time to add a handful of fresh haymaker mushrooms to the brew. The mushrooms were crumbled up in his hands.
After he drank the tea down, about a half hour passed before the visions started to come unto him. First came a mandrill in a tropical forest. That would be one of those guys with long fangs and the colorful faces on him. The next vision was so an insect that looked like it had a babies face on it. The words "earth baby in the mud" come to his mind. Later he figured out it was one of those child of the earth crickets. A scene of a forest canopy of an Amazon forest. Some natives dancing and a bruja (witch-doctor) is there turning people into zombies. He saw a vision of a young lady getting turned into a zombie. The bruja is dancing around with a mask on. Then she blows some powder into his face. The powder smelled like a combination of nutmeg and sassafras.
Then he saw a bore's head. The bore's head turned into a skull. Then a stream, or small river, formed before him. In the water he saw some tadpoles and small fish. The water has green algae in it. The algae is also covering some rocks on the shore. He tried to cross the river, but he fell in. When he came up, he found himself in an area with power lines overhead. The watery feel from the tea even made him feel like as if he had been in the water.
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One night I dreamed of Jimmy. In the dream a half gram of a 5X incense made of Chaliponga (Diplopterys cabrerana) came before him. Here is how it went.
Chaliponga Incense
It was a dark night. Before me the incense scepter came before me. It had been loaded with a 1/2g of a 5X extract of chaliponga that was mixed with a couple of pinches of mint leaves. The two had been meshed together.
After reading about chaliponga( http://www.erowid.org/plants/diplopterys/diplopterys.shtml , http://www.erowid.org/plants/diplopterys/diplopterys_info1.shtml and http://www.erowid.org/ask/ask.cgi?ID=2849 ), one found that is contains from 0.46 to 1.7% DMT with about 1/10th as much 5-MeO-DMT in some batches. Thus a 1/g of a 5X could have an appreciable amount of alkaloids in it.
The flame came to the scepter. It was all light up over it. The mint leaves ignited, and the incense was kept aglow by that. However the flame did not stay for the duration like it would with SD. I did not want it to get too hot in there. I inhaled about 5 times. The vapor was fishy and acrid. I could taste that fishy plastic indole odor. A mild tryptamine rush was felt.
An aurora came before me. However it was more translucent and less colorful than it would have been at a higher dosage, but I could still make out a vision of an entity that I have seen before. It was Ana elf. She had a pink gown that formed a pillar under her, and above her head was a diamond shape. Next I saw a vision of my wife holding a baby. That was followed by an aurora made op of fractal spirals going into a central vortex. Soon there after, however, the OEVs faded. A lingering buzz and drowsiness stayed for a while.
As I became sleepy, I closed my eyes. Some CEV of some faes flying over castles in a strange land beyond the vortex, and of mantid people looking down upon humans. After those visions came to me, I opened my eyes to write these last words. Then I closed my eyes again, and I fell asleep at the 1/2 hour point.
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Sacred Vortex: An Ayahuasca Tea Strory.
Once upon a time down near a brook, there was a curandero man brewing his favorite tea. With some skin of the feet of the fair Mimosa tree, an eight-ball of Chacruna leaves and a half oz of caapi. Five times as much Mimosa as chacruna for his tea.
He brewed from dawn to dusk in a crock of two pints of lemon water there near the stream, and the next morning a second brew with half as much lemon water too. The second tea brewed until noon. Both lots of tea had been put into a second pot, and boiled down into one half cup of a cloudy brew. It seemed to have gone from brick red to a color and look much like that of coffee and cream.
Then the elf maiden, the dear queen Ana-Huasca, picked up the cup half full, and she took it to Jimmy the boy down the lane from the enchanted stream. Jimmy sipped it down eagerly, for he had fasted from forbidden foods for three days and two nights before that evening. The tea was of a bitter sort, but it was not as bad as he had thought it would be.
After he finished the half cup of brew, the sun began to set. At that point there was an odd buzziness that did come over him. Mild patterning did start to form in the shadows and the darkness. His heart did also start to burn, and his stomach did not feel well. Thus he ate a bit of candied ginger root, and it did keep the magic tea from coming back up the wrong way. There was no waste that night, and that way the full benefit of it was bestowed upon him.
feeling much better he made his way to his darkened room. He lied down upon his bed, and in the darkness did come forth the visions to behold. Some spears put up like a shock near a tree came to him in the darkness. After that flash vision faded, an aurora came over him. The aurora did form a Byzantine Cathedral scene with a
Madonna and child within. She hold the Christ child to her breast, but this dose not seem like a statue. It is more like a living scene. This vision, however, faded then.
The next vision that came to him was of a pond. Within the pond there were
lotus blossom and lily pads. Upon one of the lily pads stood a water nymph, and upon another lily pad was a decorated horn. The horn looked like that of a rhino. The decoration looked like the type that the Yemeni put upon the handles of their daggers.
The lotus blossoms then formed into spirals, geometric spirals. The vortex then morphed again.
Some more visions came forth from the auroras that filling the darkness. The next one was of a shelf. Upon the shelf were two mugs. One mug had upon it the face of a gnome, and the other mug had the face of a scull. From the gnome mug then came to faes. both naked as can be. One male and the other female. They came out of the mug, and they jumped down onto the floor. They both dove out of the mug, but I suppose that they could just have very well flown. Since both of them did, indeed, have wings. The male fae dove out of the mug first, and the female fae followed him. The vision changed, however, so he could not see where they had ran off to.
After that he opened his eyes, and upon the curtain in from of him he saw a translucent face of a baby. He did not know what to make of that either, so he closed his eyes again. Another vision then came to him. This one of an Amazonian native man in a canoe. The man was standing in the canoe with a long stick that he used to guide the boat like a gondolier. He was on a green tented river running through a tropical forest. The reflections upon the water seemed to form an aurora. When he opened his eyes the aurora was still there.
From the purple-blue aurora in the darkness, cam forth a vision of a strange sort. it was of a cyclops dressed like a monk. The cyclops was looking down upon a blond man dressed in armor. Armor like that of a ancient Greek or Roman warrior. The aurora then returned again.
The aurora formed a vortex. The vortex then formed iron girders in the sky. Girders being built in orbit around the earth. Then the girders became inundated by silk worm caterpillars of all things. Then the caterpillars turn into millipedes. A triad split scene of these green millipedes formed, and it was soon replaced by a quad split scene of a hedgehog.
The auroras came back to fill the darkness. This time, however, the auroras had shifted from blue-violet to an orange-gold. It then formed the face of Christ. Above Christ was a spinning vortex. A vortex spinning counter-clock in the sky, and a golden beam of light did come out of his third eye. Up the beam into the vortex in the sky his Spirit went forth.
The vortex then shifted colors again. Back to the blue-violet auroras of before. The auroras are spinning, and they form a pattern like that of a pile of blankets. In the center a red dot did appear. Then the red dot morphed into a flying saucer craft. A vision about the inside of the craft came to him. There were extra terrestrials there. Most of them were those grays. He had seen them in another sacred tea journey before. However, on of the being was not a gray. It had orange scales. Scales like that of a lizard. As he looked at the creature, the scales broke up into the aurora.
The aurora was again a shade of goldish-yellow. From the aurora visions of kings did form. Above the crowns of these kings were split scenes of faces. Faces of their princes and princesses. Above those faces was the face of Christ once again. He was looking forward.
Behind Christ in the vision was a strange structure. It was a tower. A tower of stone bricks that lead up into the sky. Into the vortex. The same golden vortex as before. There were eyes on the tower. The eyes can look all around. As he looked upon this scene, it was raining in his town.
The rain made a melody. A song from Heaven above. The melody did seem to play a song; "Anael, Anael. Shall she come down." She declares;" I love you one and all." As she dose so, she became the Madonna with Child. She replicated before her there in the sky. In the sky before the tower so high. However, the song then did end, and she said: "Now I have to go." As she did so, the vision did change.
Another spinning vortex did form. It was a short lived one, though. On made up of Harlequin dolls. The dolls did have large collars. Collars made up of sparkling golden crescent moon shapes. The dolls looked like elfin clowns, and they spun all around. As they did so they became the stars and moon in the sky. The sky so very high.
Past them was God's kingdom up in the clouds. He saw a vision of a temple there. the temple had a gold emblem symbol of God. From His kingdom god did look down. Down upon the elves and the humans upon the ground.
Then a vision of the towns spreading along the rivers like vines growing upon the ground all around. It was then that the trouble began. Out of the sky in-between god and earth, the dragons did come. The dragons did climb upon the building on the ground. It was a roman city. There he saw a villa. A Roman villa of white. As a dragon came near the villa, the scene became ugly, indeed.
Within the villa he did see a disturbing scene. A Roman master molesting one of his slaves. It was a boy of very young age. Then before his the master became a priest, and the boy became a singer for a quire. He blinked to stop this vision, for it bothered some.
Then a flash vision of a warrior with a golden gilded helmet came to him next. The warrior was near the tower, and the tower was in the middle of the Roman town. Christ was also waiting there still. They seemed to be there to fight the dragon that was trying to climb the tower. The tower that lead up into the vortex. The vortex in the sky.
As he looked up into the sky. A caterpillar faery princess did form to his left. She looked up into the sky, as well. A vision of a rocket did fly up high, and the faery princess did laugh. Then before his eyes the princess did morph. She changed into a chrysalis made of jewels, and then that morphed into a beautiful fae queen of blue and green. Her wingers were almost like the feathers of a peacock in this scene, but she, also, did glowed in the dark as well.
She then looked at the sky again. As she did so, a scene of lady liberty was there. As they both looked at the statue of liberty, a spider web did form. Up the web did climb numerous spiders. They were as numerous as ants, and it was liberty who they wished to attack. This vision soon did fade, but in a to be continued kind of way.
At this point, however, he was getting quite tired. He had become very drained, for the visions were many and strange. They were, also, strong and long, as well. However, as he closed his eyes, a few more visions did come to him way. Some scenes of strange animals did form. He saw human headed lions, lion headed men, and the a pretty little pig-fish with rainbow colored fins. Then one final last vision of a candy land Eden. There he saw a ginger bread Adam and Eve, and there was a Tree of Life made out of sugar cookies with yellow gumdrops for fruit, as well. About that last one he just had to laugh before he drifted to sleep.
From the Sacred Vortex story.
